There is a memory hurting me so bad since I was 13, I don’t know why I did that, I was in a room, with 2 couches, I was sitting in one of them, and in the other one there was a 6 year old kid, as I said, I was 13, a teenager, we really can’t control ourselves when we are teenagers and we wanna m*********, the kid was reading, and I thought there would be no problem if I masturbated cause he wouldn’t notice, and so I did, then I left the room and pretended nothing happened, I feel so guilty since I did that, I’m starting to feel like I’m depressed, I really regret doing that, I really don’t know why I did it, I didn’t do anything bad to the kid, he didn’t even notice me m***********, but I feel like I am a p********, I feel so bad and I wanna end that feeling, I don’t know If I should see a psychologist or if I should kill myself, please someone help me, I regret everything, this feeling is killing me…
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Listen– You are not a pedophile. You weren’t masturbating to the kid, you just did it because you were 13 and couldn’t control yourself. Yeah, it’s sorta weird that you didn’t leave the room but that means nothing. You did no harm to anyone. What’s important as that you feel bad about it now, because that shows that you are not a pedophile. Don’t worry dude.
Finally someone told me something about it, when that happened I wanted to tell it to my parents and apologize, but I was so afraid of their reactions, I was thinking about that, the fact that I regret is a good thing, right ? If I regret it it means I’m not gonna do this again, which kinda makes me get calm, I don’t really know, it’s an explosion of feelings at the same time
There’s no reason you should feel guilty about it. You were a kid and you’re a much different person now. You won’t do it again, and that’s what matters.
Thanks, that makes me feel much better
Don’t feel bad. Many people in this world share bedrooms with siblings and I can guarantee that many of them masturbated while they were in the room.
Well, I’m starting to feel better, I did no harm to him and the fact that I regret it and feel guilty about it proves that I’m no pedophile, and that I’m human, thanks for the support, I’m getting better <3