I am sorry if this disgusts you, but I am super constipated. I thought getting more constipated would help me poop, because it did one time. I tried opening up my a*** to get my poop out, nothing came out. I am now kind of scared for my life, because f**** contraption almost killed me once. I don’t know where to get laxatives, or anything. I can’t even BUY anything, I am 12 and fear for my life over literal s***! I started telling people that my stomach rumbles a lot because I don’t eat that often, but, no, I am super constipated. I told my mom I was constipated and she just says “I don’t know what to tell you” so I pretty much lost all hope. I know some foods can soften the stool, but my house only has disgusting junk food that probably lead me to be like this. I am now crying about how my family is pretty much killing me, and I can’t actually do anything about it. Also, hospitals hate my mom. They don’t know how to treat her, they think she is crazy and they think she only gets their medicine to get high, so I doubt I can go to a hospital and remove my stool. While I was on the toilet I tried my absolute hardest to push. I tried pulling my own s*** out with my bare hands! I felt my a*** turn inside out! I feel terrible because there probably isn’t many 12 year olds like me that have the same problems as me and if I tell anyone about my severe constipation they’ll just get grossed out and hate me!
