So… I knew of this girl years ago,but I was never her friend. To tell the truth, I really didn’t speak to her almost at all ever. Years later without her knowing, I decided to stalk her and became madly obsessed with her. I searched her online to find out all of her interests and tried to apply as many as I could into my own life without her knowing. I searched her on LinkedIn to find out where she went to school at after she disappeared from my life. What kind of girl would just disappear from a wonderful, honest, caring man’s life that wants her to NEVER ever disappear from his life? It was only over 20 years of her not realizing that I don’t exist of me stalking her without her knowing. I call that true devotion. After finding out what college she went to and what degree she obtained, I enrolled in that same college to take up the same courses that she did because I am that devoted to her. I am seriously not a creep. Years more went by without her noticing that I exist despite taking on all of her hobbies like gardening, cooking, eating healthy, and home remodels. I mean I eat steak, red meats, smoke cheeses, apply cheese on everything that I eat. Don’t worry though because I add the veggies from my garden into my diet too. One day, she sent me a Social Media friend request. My heart could have stopped because my dreams finally came true of years invested in this girl without her noticing that I was ever alive. I wanted to find out why she finally added me because adding me on Social Media was the biggest event that ever took place in my life, but I was not about to tell her that. She added about 20 random people while adding me, but that’s OK because the fact that she added me made everything finally come onto the correct spots as it should. I saw some of the guys that she added and me slightly overweight weighing somewhere around 400lbs and these guys looking like models, I knew she was finally mine. I started investing all of my time into talking to her across the internet which was different than finding out what she was doing from a far. This time, I was able to see EVERY post that she has made on her account and I could see every post as soon as she posted it to the internet. She would finally get to see how devoted I was to her after 20 plus years of her not knowing. She was starting a relationship with one of the guys I knew from school, his relative. I knew that I was so much more attractive than him with all of his muscles, good looks, and incredible smile. Who can resist 400 lbs of a man investing 20 plus years in the same woman without her knowing anyhow. Their relationship was over and everyone was going to know that she was single or mine. Her birthday was coming up and I knew that was a way that I could finally get her to meet up with me because all girls that love gardening love flowers. After years of massive amounts of hours, I saw all of the pictures of flowers that she posted. I just didn’t know which one was her favorite yet. Asking which kind and then getting her flowers for her birthday would be a quick sweep to get her to meet me face to face for the first time. I met her at a Fred Meyer during Covid and there really was not anywhere to sit. I brought her smoked cheese that I made myself along with some crackers. I brought her flowers too and offered to buy her a coffee. Upon leaving there a few days later, I finally asked her out. She said no… I mean.. how unjust, unfair, and just rude! She was mine! Did she not get that memo. I invested 20 years into this woman and she just tells me no. Maybe, I should have thought about breaking her up with that boyfriend of hers first, but I never saw him as an obstacle because I am irresistible, after all, it was me who invested 20 plus years into her not him. How could she just say no to me out of all people. That’s ok… some woman just need to warm up a little bit to a real man like me. I was not about to throw in that towel yet. I just needed to prove how much of an incredible catch I really was. I have it a few more days before I asked her out again and I also was very reasonable and I asked her why. This was not a negotiating term. This was the woman I decided was mine and she was going to agree, or she was going to see how mean I can be. She asked me if I was a prince and a few other things which I let her know that I am not. After this, I tried once again to make her my girlfriend being a friendship was never going to get me anywhere with me wanting to do things that people in relationship do and a friendship is not what I wanted with this girl if you get what I mean. Once again, she made me mad by telling me no. I, then, went onto my page and wrote a long article about how she won’t date me because I’m not a prince and that she judged me because I live in a manufactured home. Actually, I don’t have a home. I am almost 40 years old living with my mother being a single male and a child care provider to one child that a woman who works at Walmart raises. I live in a trailer park and my mothers home is valued at about 35k. What I didn’t tell her is that I live directly across the street from her younger sister whom I know has 5 kids, seperated, and works at 3 bars to pay the rent for her studio that costs her 1000 dollars a month. Her sister doesn’t really see her kids because she works so much. Her sister and me live over 100 miles away from her, but I visit a nearby city to her about once every other week. I mean this is where she lives. A real man would travel for a woman that he just can’t live without and has invested this much time into her life, right? I am that man as you can tell. I made sure that all of my friends and the random people that I added to my page to make it look like I know a lot of people knew exactly why the women I invested 20 years of digging into her life, taking up her hobbies, and making her interests mine was not saying yes to me when I didn’t just make it clear once that I want to have s** with her but over and over again while she had the same exact answer of no. Now my friends know that she’s scum and made me out to be something horrible and all because I wanted to force my punishment in her despite if she liked it or not. All men should be this way and then, I would not have competition.

Sincerely yours,

Ryan