I’m a man in a gay relationship. Everyone sees me as bi but I know that I’m not. I’m straight and I’ve been lying to this man for 8 months now and I can tell he’s in love with me and is interested in trying to pursue a future with me. We haven’t had s** yet but I fear the time we will, there’s no way I’ll be able to stay hard. He confessed to me on a whim and I only ever had one relationship before a while back and I said yes out of shock to him. I do love him but I’m not attracted to him s*******. I know I need to breakup with him but I just can’t bring myself to do it and I know I’m a horrible person for this s***. F***, why can’t I just be gay?