This might not be that serious…I have been studying Chinese for THREE YEARS and I have barely learned anything. My family keeps saying how proud they are that I am doing it but I don’t like it one bit. I’m no longer interested in the subject. I want to tell them but they’ll deny it or they will yell at me. I hate CHINESE now. I never wanted to get pushed into the subject in the first place. The reason I am writing this is because they just expressed how proud they are that I am learning the subject once more. I hurts my heart to keep lying.