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I am really close with a family friend of mine(We will call here CF). CF and I have been close since 2nd grade and but we live like an hour away from each other so we only see each other like once a month or at a sports practice we both go to. So basically only talk through text until we have like a monthly sleepover. So one night at like 11 O’clock she texted me saying she has a secret she has been keeping to herself but once she figured it out she is telling a few close friends and she really trusts me. Again, we are close so we tell each other secrets we don’t tell others, Even though I lie a lot in all my other relationships I am honest with her. She told me that she is non-binary and wants to go by a different name and they/them pronouns. She said she will still be a little feminie but this feels right, and she hasn’t told her parents yet. Here’s the thing though I don’t really believe in non-binary, there is no scientific proof. I am a girl of pure science if there is scientific proof to support it, I agree. If not I disagree. LGBTQA all have scientific backing will genetics and white matter. But Nonbinary, I have looked and scoured the internet and nothing. This hurts even more because I am part of the LGBTQA I have had some romantic interests in girls. So I lied, I told her I supported her fully though this new change, I started using her new name texting and her new pronouns. It hurts though because now I am lying to her too. I don’t want to hurt her and I know how crucial full support from somebody you really trust is. I am sad because now my one honest relationship is ruined because of something so important to her. I am scared if she asked me to do something public like on instagram, or asks me to go to a support rally because I am and always have been her closest friend. I don’t know what to do.
Sincerely
A girl in a spider’s web

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I remember we were both 16 I believe or she was older. No, she was a senior in high school and I was a sophomore. I knew her because we talked most of his time but at the same time I remember months later, she walked me down the steps and broad daylight in our apartment and that’s the first time I got my s** experience for my girl and I remember she was bending down I saw her with no p****** and I remember she got down after she bend over I said please get up and I said what are you gonna show me and she got done she put on my pants and she said you’re hairy and I said I know I am I forgot to shave and s***. I got hard and she said you have a huge c*** and I said I know I do I said I did them with it not that much and she started sucking it and giving me a h******* and it was nice. I don’t know if I peed or I come I don’t remember, but that’s when her little brother caught us and I said oh s*** we’re in trouble dude and I said please get up and her mom was there too like damn we’re fucked and we went to go back to the apartment and I’m like damn pain of shame and I’m was about to slapper and the siblings and her brother was there and I said kids go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude I don’t know man go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude thank you and the mom said listen to me while I’m talking to you and I said ma’am, you don’t have to your daughter and she was about you and I defend her and I’m saying ma’am don’t hit your daughter please and she said oh and I said no we’re not in love or anything it would just have fresh experience that’s all but I never only texted her once I said do you hey do you remember the black cat in our apartment and that’s it and she texted back saying what do you mean and I said do you know the cat and and no, and we just talked after that, but we didn’t do anything. Nothing like that then she said call my mom and I said I don’t know where she live and she said yeah you do and I called my mom and my mom was about to hit me. She got mad and s*** and I said mom don’t hit me. Hey don’t hit me please what’s wrong with you? We’re teenagers for once and we got caught and this is public disobedience I understand we probably traumatized that child but what I’m saying is it so forget what happened today and never speak of it again

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