I have been cheating on my wife. For 11 years now, I’ve been regularly looking for escorts. I convinced myself it’s okay as there’s no feeling there. It’s now reach a point there’s no remorse and it’s become a normal part of my life.

I feel i love my wife less, but yet I don’t want to lose her in my life. I can’t tell her this…

Also I’ve been smoking and she doesn’t know as she doesn’t like it.