Why do I feel jealous of his other assistant? I wonder if they’ve been intimate. He’s my superior at work, he’s married, he has a teenage daughter who suffers from epilepsy. I’m engaged to my fiancé, yet I can’t stop thinking of him. I wish I was his lover (mistress). I don’t mean to take his wife’s place. Still, the thought of him and this girl drives me insane, even though I had a fantasy about them having sᴇx with each other while I’m watching and ᴍᴀsᴛᴜʀʙᴀᴛɪɴɢ.