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hey gyz I want to tell u all abt my weired fantasy.I am 23 years old boy. I am a neck lover and I like to strangle females more than doing s** with them. Strangling females turn me on a lot. but I feel this fantasy is growing day by day. When I was 20 I realise this weired fantasy but at that time I only think about it, but as time passes I start to strangle my cousions when they were in sleep. I strangle my aunt a lot when she is in sleep. Even I strangle a girl which stay in my building. I strangle her for long time but thank god I release her before she die. But she felt very unconcious if I wont release her for more than minute I am sure she will die but this is old incident. But resently I visit my Uncle’s house. He have 13 years old daughter. When we are alone at home I told her that I know one game and you will like it. She said yes to play with me. So first I said her to take deep breath and then hold it as long as she can, but she release very soon. So I said that it’s not good. So I seate close to her and grab her s*** and little (because she is only 13 yrs old) neck, and tell her to take deep breath and hold it simultaneously I strart applying presure on her neck with my bare hand. After some seconds she wants to take breath but because of my tight hands around her neck its not possible for her breath. So she forcefully try to release her neck from my hands but I want to see the pain from which she going at that movement. But I dont want to losse her so after some more seconds I leave her. As soon as I leave her she start to take a lot of breath and I like to see her pain. Afert taking sufficient breath I tell her you can even do better that this. And surprisingly she said yes and now I got another chance see her in pain. So this time I told her to take deep breath and then put my hand on her nose and mouth and stop the airflow but blocking her nose and mouth by my hand. This time I do same thing but for long time and then she felt trouble in breathing but I dont wnat to release her soon so I wont put my hand away. after some more seconds I felt that she is in very bad situation so I release her. And this time she took a lot of breathing very fast and I like waching her. After she get stable I tell her not to tell anyone about this incident and she say yes. But I am scared that she may tell this to her mom/dad, but she wont tell anyone. So I think she likes that.
So friends please help me to get out of this habit of strangulation.
I am scared that I will kill someone because of this habit.
So please tell me solution?
Is there any other person who likes to strangle females or like to see their pain?

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S** coach/leader of the group of neighborhood married men i kneel for came by yest evenin. Vert angry nut not violently so. He said that the way my ex wife had acted was exactly why he and the other men seek my mouth and do not waste their time cheating with women. He said that no men would visit until he straightened me out and i straightened ex wife out. He told me my ex wife was a taboo topic for the current. That the only way men would return was to do what he expected of me and that the other men agreed to let him handle it as long as they were assurred he had. He insistednwe go to the shed, where i was required to strip and bend over a sawhorse. He closed the shed door as i obeyed making it dark. He set my own phone up with light to spotlight my bate upturned a**, and then took off and laid his belt over the sawhorse next to me. I jumpes out of my skin when he roughly shoved my feet apart then pulled my g******* back behind me and used duct tape around them to hold them protruding. Then i was ordered to put my feel together and he bound my knees tightly trapping my g******* back between my thighs. Bound my wrists in the small of my back. I was terrified but he did not care. Bi was thrashed by his helt on cheeks backs of thighs and g*******. Not without mercy but definitely brutally. I was in tears in momentts and begging for mercy but he just reached around and duct taped over my mouth. I know it was less than 30 minutes but seemed endless. Every time my trapped g******* took a direct hit i was dry heavimg from the gut ache. As he struck he was saying the most vile things….was mot going to risk his life or marriage fir a fsggot cocksucker or my stupid w**** wife. I tried to squirm away but he held me by my hair and kept wailing away with the belt and cursing me and her even though she 2as not there. On and on. I dont know how long i was sobbing and gasping, he finally stopped and as soon as he yanked the tape off my legs i collapsed on the concrete shed floor. He didnt say a word he just unzipped his pants and emptied his bladder on me as i lay there. He pulled me up by my hair to my knees and if a man can be described as m*********** with anger, that is what he did, and sorrayed my face with his seed. Then let go of my hair and let me collapse back on the floor. He picked up my phone ended the video recording and sent it to his own phone. To orove to the other husbands he had handled me. Told me that he expected me to have handled my ex wife by the end of the week and to provide video proofand that the other husbands would see it. He swore to me that as soon as i proved i had handled her that things with the neighborhood husbands would resume. He said that dor now i would be the only d*** my idiot ez wife would be getting that he had definite purely lustful interest in her but he did not feel that he wouls be comfortable with having my ex wife relieve his son of his female virginity and it was not ideal but for now my mouth would have to be his son’s outlet as long as i did what was ezpected with her. I am not afraid to do what is expected but i do not have a solid means of presenting it to her and her agreeing. The only motivator i have is i know how badly my ex wife wants the man who took a belt to me to f*** her again. He wrecked her when he fucked her and she wants more of that. Otherwise it would be s***** to show her my bruised cheeks ans thighs, and my seriously swollen and black and blue testicles. Idk maybe if i let her see the video of what i took for us she would step up for her part in this. Now i am simply aching and feeling guilty because i am in part to blame letting my s** with ex wife and the blow jobs i give these men overlap.

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