I regret not making the first move. I regret not asking you out. I hate myself for it. and even now i hate it more because you have a gf and she is the opposite of me in every way. F***, you look like you love her so much and I — i regret it every damn day and i can’t get over you. I was scared. I didn’t know you LIKED ME and i wished i had seen the signs. I wish i could redo it. I would have asked you out first. I pray to God every day , asking for a second chance with you. I beg Him. Beg Him to make you break up with your girlfriend so i could have a chance. It’s such a messed up thing to wish for and i have so much guilt about it. Because you seem happy. and I’m the miserable one. I feel so guilty that i wish for your happy relationship to end.
