I almost physically cheated on my husband today with another man ive been talking to multiple men for the past 3 days and I feel like such an a** but theres so much out there for me that I want to explore my husband is my first and only and I want to experience new things and see if the grass might actually be greener on the other side theres a lot of things my husband dose that makes me upset and a major thing is that his family specifically his mother and father do not know about me I love to be involved with family I know thats not any excuse to what I did i just feel so miserable with him but I cant leave him due to the fact im in too deep almost 11 years and its just getting worse
