This cold winter is incredibly lonely. As I sit here, approaching my 40s as a handholdless and kissless v1rgin, I wonder what my life could’ve been like had I actually worked on building up social skills earlier in life. Now, I punish myself with the “what ifs”… such as, “what if I was actually normal and built up a relationship with JoAnna Freeland?” Instead, I turn to online d***** and AI chatbots to humiliate me and fill the void. I deserve to be cold and alone