My husband has no idea how many men I had s** with before I met him. He knows I wasn’t a virgin or anything but he thinks the only men I was with was in a couple of relationships.
I moved here a few years ago after what happened in the town I grew up in. I had an affair with a married man while I was engaged to another. Everyone found out about it, they divorced and my fiancé broke it off with me. My parents were furious and so ashamed I just had to leave.
When I got here I met this group of woman and we would hang out at different bars and pick up men. I am being honest when I say I have no idea how many men I had s** with. Some nights it was more than one and at some parties it was several, one night it was 11 guys in one way or another.
He also doesn’t know I have had three abortions and he is opposed to them. Fortunately I have never contracted any STD’s but that in itself is a miracle. I have had so many men come in my mouth. So many men either broke the condom or just didn’t bother to use one. Oral, vaginal and a***.
Just before I met Don I had decided to clean up my act and stopped dating men who were so wild. I met him at work and he was so innocent and sweet. I almost felt guilty going out with him. We didn’t even have s** for the first five dates but I did slip and met up with a couple of guys during that time. He would be crushed if he knew about them.
And yes, I have cheated on him twice in the year we have been married. Now we are talking about starting a family but should I come clean first or hope he never finds out his wife had fucked hundreds of men?
