I cant stop thinking about Arthur Morgan during s**
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I first want to preface this by saying I am not gay. When me and my girlfriend are getting started I can’t seem to get an erection and our s** life was suffering for it. The first time this happened I was going down on her and suddenly Arthur Morgan popped into my head and I suddenly had a raging hard on, harder than I’ve managed to have in years. I feel so guilty and ashamed for thinking about someone else while having s** with my girlfriend. I’m confused about what it is about him that gets me so excited, all I can think of is maybe its his southern drawl or bright blue eyes? Im not sure but I don’t like having to constantly think about this man just to be able to maintain an erection. Its gotten to the point where I’m waking up to c** soaked sheets after having dreams about Arthur Morgan, in those dreams he often caresses my shoulder while he whispers “easy there boy” into my ear. Please can someone help me I’m scared to tell my therapist about something so personal. Once again I am NOT gay and I will not tolerate any accusations of being gay.