I should be happy and live my life to the fullest. But I have never felt more stressed and depressed.
Saw a girl in a public bathroom yesterday. Tan suit, yellow low-top Converse, dirty blonde hair. She was pretty, hot, gorgeous—literally my perfect girl 😭. I wanted to say hi so bad, but I’m way too shy for that, so I just stood there and said nothing. Now I can’t stop thinking about her and wondering what would’ve happened if I’d actually talked to her. 💛✨
i am christian but found out i might be either bisexual or pan, really feel bad for it, and despite that i have to stay closeted i sometimes wonder how it would be to get out of the closet and feel bad for wondering it, i also got a interst in wanting to wear dresses, but i don’t believe that’s a sin, like, i don’t wanna be trans or a femboy, i just wanna test and see if it’s like idk comfy???
