I was angry hipocrytical prideful disrespectful tyrannical impatient defensive argumentative gossipping stubborn faithless anxious afraid worried paranoid argumentative I complained in front of coworkers and higher up employees I was lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible ungodly selfish self rightous I lied had resentment worldly sorrow I overreacted I was immature unprofessional I complained to God accussed him of wrong doing I purposely offended him and I had a martyr like attitude