I have been over the last 2 years, going down the rabbit hole of femboys, traps, didlos and cages. I hate, I don’t even enjoy it. I wish I would have never found it, in the first place.
I have sense finding this s***, put muplite things up my a**, I don’t enjoy it but the fetish is so strong. I even thought of buying a cage with a didlo. However thankfully, I did not.
It’s funny, how something I don’t even enjoy has so much power over me. What sad, is that it has make my life harder for no f****** reason. I just want to get this off my chest, so I can move on, knowing that I will not be the only f*** that will know about this s***. I’m ashamed that I ever watched this s***.
lastly, I don’t even look like a femboy. I’m very strong and lean, without any fat and with short hair. It makes no f****** sense that I thought I was one. F*** this s***.
