I may have just given my grandmother COVID without realizing it. I may have just doomed her.

And I don’t know if I feel bad about it.

All she does is care for her stupid dog and argue with everyone. She constantly talks about leaving to live with some strangers because she doesn’t like her paid-for house or any of her grand/great grand kids. She’s been a terrible burden on my father and my sister ever since she arrived. She’s told me she has no purpose but ‘I don’t want to die here’.