I did something when I was way younger that I didn’t know was wrong at the time. Me and my female cousin used to touch eachother s******* and she was about 2 years younger than me. I swear I didn’t know it wasn’t ok to do, I barely even knew what I was doing at the time. I’m a female and I’m 15 years old. I just remembered it about a year ago and I hate myself for doing it. I now have been groomed a lot of times by older men and I self harm because I feel like I deserve it.