I’m a mother to a child with autism, my husband pays bills and sometimes gives or son a bath or rarely help me put him to sleep. I take care of our son, cook, clean, and hold a full time job as well where I work with special needs kids. I’m so tired I don’t want to be here anymore I constantly have suicide thought, I feel like I’m drowning with out someone to pull me out. I’m afraid one of these days I’m going to do it and leave my son with out his mom.