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I was s******* abused from the ages of around the ages of 4-12. By my step cousin. Who was 10 years older then me.
Does it ever go away? The guilt and the shame?
I’m 21 now and in a good relationship but I feel disgusting, dirty…

I want love and i want to live. But do I deserve it? Am I destined to be this dirty toy meant for him? Was I destined to be born as his wife and have his children like he told me? Am I committing a sin because I love someone who isn’t him?

I know that non of this is true but… why wont it go away? Does it go away? Please tell me it goes away…

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