The world needs to know what an awful person I am.
For six months ago I met the most important person for me, my master, the person who had my life in his hands, I was his property, he owned me, everything I own is his, the house that I live in, the car I drive, the bed I’m sleeping in, the computer I play on, everything.

He decided which guys I’m gonna see, I was the one who was gonna give him pleasure because that was all that matters. He was the person who cared the most about my health, helped me with my problems. Helped me get through my grandmas death and was by my side every time, my problems at work, he who kept me alive because my life was his. My master who lost months of his life and money just to try to make me happy.. he who showed me who I really was, the real me. My master that was by my side showing me what an amazing woman he thought I were…
He who always saw me, watching over me even if we didn’t live in the same country. He was watching every step I took, and he saw the men who fucked his slave in the camera I fixed for only his eyes.
But I’m betrayed him. I meet a guy that I wanted to f*** but with first my masters permission and that I did it for him. but then I didn’t obeyed him and lied to him.
He asked me not to s*** his d*** in the morning after because my master thought that I didn’t got much of sleep that I needed, he thought about my sleep-health, but I caressed his d*** anyways and later f****** him without my masters permission, and I didn’t look in the camera, ignoring my master like he wasn’t there watching, while that guy stuck his d*** in me and me having pleasure that I definitely didn’t deserve. Later that day I was at work, and didn’t answer my master messages but chatted and answered him who fucked me instead on Snapchat while he was in my masters house waiting for me to come home, and he shut the camera off…and my master couldn’t see anymore him or what his slave was doing and I didn’t fight hard enough to make it right again….
I went to his house at night without talking to my master and I let him f*** me and making me come again without my master permission and I broke him again and again..
I did it for me more than my masters sake… which I said to him that it was all for him, but how can it be when I neglect my master.

The next day I didn’t even apologized to my master for lying and betray him. And I went again to him, put the sexiest underwear on me and with my p**** wet to be again fucked by him and I didn’t even cared about what my master felt. When I came to his house I read my master messages but I ignored them..

My master sacrificed his life while being with me, his slave. He had the change to f*** dozens of women but he didn’t because it would make me sad. But I betrayed him so hard, i really don’t know what I’ve done. I didn’t give a damn about his life knowing also he had an important championship final, which his lost because of me.

Before everything I was mostly tired, many days too tired to please my master but how could I have the energy to drive 40 min back and forth to the other guy just to s*** his d*** and he lick my c***.

After the first weekend we met
I was with the guy everyday, we had s** on regular basis and it was a start of a relationship, but my master wasn’t here… and I starting to realized what the f*** am I doing.

I received a Christmas gift from my master, he bought it before all of this happened. i opened it and it was the most beautiful thing and it killed me, a gift he wanted to give me to make me happy but in the end it symbolized my betrayal to my master. What I felt when I received it, it was pain and realization that I’m losing the most important person in my life because of myself, because I cheating on him.

The days went by with the other guy, without my master… it started to get more different and stranger with this guy, he started to show more of his true colors and I was at the maximum realization that I’ve made the biggest mistake and regretful that even met this guy in the first place because I’ve lost my life, my master…
Until New Year’s Eve 00.00 my master contacted me, I was surprised because I thought I would never speak to him again, and I was happy, he was the first person I spoke to this new year except my sister because I celebrated only with her. The guy wanted to celebrate with me but I didn’t want it.

After that My master starting to talk with me again but then I did it again, ignored him and didn’t answer him for 3 hours because of the other guy, I picked him up and we drove back to my masters house, maybe to get fucked but something drove me insane and I got angry instead at him, and now I’m gonna leave him because all of this, because of me made my master hurt and my realization is strong now that Im really is an awful person. And now the world knows that there is someone like me in this world.

Är hellre ensam än lycklig med någon annan än du.

I’m sorry my master.