My great auntie passed away a month ago from cancer, she was on and off with it for years, she was terminal and we knew that she was going to die but the doctors said she had several months left. My mum would travel half an hour every day to look after her and at one point lived with her to care for her, my mum texted me one day and asked if I wanted to come over and visit my auntie, I was really busy that day so I said that I would come the following week, she died a couple days later and I know that I will forever feel guilty for not going to see her for one last time to say goodbye. At her funeral a few of her friends came up to me and said that she always used to talk so much about me and I just kept on thinking how can I be so stupid to not go and visit her one last time when she was always looking forward to seeing me so much. I hate myself for it and I always will.