my final term is a week from now & im literally so draining. i kept getting distracted w/ enjoyment, entertainment. i hate it. i need to study but i just cant concentrate. im mentally seeking for help. w/ my ruined sleep schedule. absolute ruined. ive been sleep paralysed 8 times since last nov + constantly sleeping after 7 in the morning.
i just wanna make my parents proud. they gave me all possible devices i need for me to study. i want to repay those efforts with good grades to show appreciation.
but i cant even help myself. please. im mentally exhausted.
