I really hate Christmas now. This time of the year just reiterates the fact that the home I want to go back to doesn't exist anymore, that the majority of

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I really hate Christmas now. This time of the year just reiterates the fact that the home I want to go back to doesn’t exist anymore, that the majority of the only family I’ve ever known is dead, and that the two family members I have left don’t have a meaningful relationship with me. I want to get out of here so badly, so I can have a sad little holiday by myself, in a home of my very own, but I just don’t have the means yet. I’m torn between wanting Christmas all alone, and not wanting to celebrate Christmas at all ever again. And that really hurts.

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it feels like ill never get to be the man i dream of being because no matter what im still stuck in this miserable body. everyone around me gets to find the help they need and im stuck here staring at how disgustingly feminine my body is. ill never get to be my dads son, my mums precious boy im a f****** girl and im stuck being one forever in this f****** awful body because god couldnt just make me a boy. i have horrible thoughts and urges just to fix this pain or do something to distract myself but im too much of a p****.

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I just fucked the living s*** out of my niece and I honestly liked it. She was sleeping in a short skirt with a pretty red Lacey thong. I pulled it to the side and started to lick. Next thing I knew I was c****** in her a**. I forced her to take it and she just ran off. Should I be scared?