I did this to us, all of us. You, me, them, I made that mistake and now it’s all gone. I loved you you know. Don’t think for a single moment that I never loved you. I played with life and payed the price. Now I’m a timidly religious superstitious husk of a man. You share no sympathy for me, and I understand but you don’t know my side. You don’t know. You don’t want to know. But I love you. You date that other guy now, he’s my best friend and now my love, my true love is gone. I can’t deal anymore. I’ve gotta go please. Come back to me, I learned my lesson. Jesus help me. God please