I tell myself I help out my friend because I want to help genuinely. I do. Mostly. A small part of me hopes for incentive. Not even anything big. I just want my friend to maybe tell me they care about me once in a while. They almost never do. Not cause they don’t but they struggle to socialize and communicate clearly. I try to be super understanding about it but it makes me so worried and stressed if they hate me all the time. I want to be perfect in their eyes. For real. I wanna know what I have to do to get them to love me.