I'm Johnny and I can't wash away my sins. I am unclean. I am tainted. I lost parts of my soul I can never get back. I deserve to die. I can't forgive

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I’m Johnny and I can’t wash away my sins. I am unclean. I am tainted. I lost parts of my soul I can never get back. I deserve to die. I can’t forgive myself. Being in my right state of mind s**** because I’m face to face with all the poor decisions and delusions I made when I was not in my right state of mind

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I lied to my mother and family that I won’t kill myself but after 2weeks im planning on using my grandfather’s gun to feel free I don’t want to die but I also don’t want to suffer I hope they forget about me I wish I hugged you one more time mei sorry for everything if you ever find this Josephine please forgive me

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