I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient stubborn faithless anxious afraid worried paranoid I had violent thoughts worldly sorrow resentment I complained passed judgement against others I was disrespectful selfish ungodly self rightous flirtatious unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible insensitive lazy immature pathetic goofy devisive manipulative tyrannical unprofessional I lied used profanity and I had a martyr like attitude