I feel guilty about this- so like uhh, I dont want a relationship but I still want to feel loved, not family love or friend love, love like in a relationship. The closest thing I get to that is someone having a crush on me, I like it when someone has a crush on me cause I feel appreciated, even if I dont like them back, if someone has a crush on me, I’ll try my absolute best not to let them move on from me. I feel extremely guilty doing that- and also, when someone likes my friend but my friend doesnt like them, I’ll try to befriend that person who has a crush on my friend to try and make them have a crush on me. I feel so bad about it, I know its wrong but I cant stop doing it. I just want to feel loved. If you’re still reading this, thank you for staying.