I secretly wish I was my best friend. Shes drop dead gorgeous. she’s skinny and has long blonde straight hair. everybody wants to talk to her. everybody wants to be associated with her in some way. when we hang out or go places, I feel like I’m on the sidelines watching her be the main focus of every room she walks into. I love her so much but I’m also a little envious of her. I feel bad but I know it’s just a insecurities of mine.