I am spending like wayyy too much money to own an original painting that I adore. I thought it was a small piece but it turns out that it’s actually quite large and international shipping can get ugly with large pieces of art. I don’t know the weight of it and frankly I’m too scared to ask. I’m horrified that I will end up spending over $1000 on this painting. I’ve never done anything like this before and I feel foolish. My mind is racing and worst case scenario the painting will be kept in a storage unit and I’ll have to pay fees to keep it there for the rest of my life. Oh god what the F*** am I doing with my life