I was angry hipocrytical prideful disrespectful tyrannical impatient self rightous unmerciful unloving unforgiving insensitive irresponsible I had worldly sorrow resentment I complained to God accussed him of wrong doing purposely offended him I had violent thoughts I yelled at God I was disrespectful impatient prideful tyrannical defensive argumentative threatening faithless decietful anxious worried afraid paranoid and I had a martyr like attitude