I just fought with my mom today. And the way how it all started is pretty stupid and now I regret every second of it. But I feel it’s too late. My mom got so furious after the fight, she just started cursing me and then threw some stuff on the floor. And now she just won’t talk to me. So all in all I fucked up!!

I just feel so guilty and sad right now. I even feel helpless that I feel like even saying “sorry” to her at this point is pointless. I and my mom have faced lot of s*** together in this world and losing her is a BIG loss for me.

I just wanted to get this huge weight off my chest even if I know that none of you readers are gonna give a flying f*** about it. I just feel like writing anonymously heals your soul. It’s like a shrink time for the poor lol
I seriously want to mend things with my mom and I truly hope that in the coming days she gives me a chance to mend our relationship. Because fights s*** but what s**** even more is losing a true friend by your side.