I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient stubborn faithless selfish ungodly unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible lazy insensitive manipulative tyrannical disrespectful self rightous lazy afraid worried paranoid immature pathetic devisive goofy feminine oversexed disgusting pathetic I had violent thoughts I had a martyr like attitude I overreacted passed judgement against others I complained and I had worldly sorrow resentment