I masurbated repeatedly and I used mind projection indicating to women where I work that I’m a sissy boy who likes women to give me s******* dildos up my b******* while I wear women’s clothing engage in homosexual activities while they watch I made s******* submissive noises facial expressions and I was selfish hipocrytical prideful manipulative insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible ungodly lustful flirtatious pathetic devisive feminine oversexed disgusting pathetic unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible unprofessional immature disrespectful decietful self rightous and I had a martyr like attitude resentment and a martyr like attitude I was threatening I overreacted and I was afraid anxious faithless and paranoid