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I am into feederism, and have been for years. Those who don’t know it’s the act of having your partner gain weight or just admiring fat overall. I’m more into weight gain and how the female body looks after it’s gained weight. The issue with it is, my partner is not into it, and I feel guilty being into it.
It is not something I’m proud of and honestly wish I wasn’t into, gaining weight is a taboo after all and it’s also unhealthy for the person doing so. My partner also expresses wanting to go to the gym and get skinnier and such and I haven’t told her about my attraction yet.
I wish there was some way to get rid of it or at least manage it to where I don’t think about it but can’t help hoping she doesn’t go or gains a few pounds. I feel guilty every time but can’t help these thoughts. However I don’t want to break up with her, we’ve been together two years now and our relationship is honestly amazing but there’s always this underlying guilt inside me and I’m unsure what to do about it.

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