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I went to a wedding and somehow ended up getting blacked out. I didn’t drink much but I didn’t get food until real late which I am not used to. I should of brought food. I ended up getting mad at my husband and staying in the bathroom for a long time. My phone stopped working and I was banging it off stuff to try to get it to work. I don’t want to give up drinking but I can’t understand why I got black out so quickly and I dont know why I was angry. I didn’t have any hard alcohol. Maybe 5 beer within a long period of time. Im very embarrassed and feel like a selfish peice of s***. From what Im told I didn’t create a scene, other than us fighting, but I’m not entirely sure how my actions were precieved. It’s very overwhelming. I’m not an alcoholic but I have had issues drinking too much in the past. I’m not addicted to alcohol. I would like to keep drinking here and there socially but the pain I feel is not worth it sometimes. Why can’t I drink responsibility?

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