For nineteen years I’ve been on this earth and only turning eighteen did I start acting horribly. It pains me everyday to have these thoughts and things

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For nineteen years I’ve been on this earth and only turning eighteen did I start acting horribly. It pains me everyday to have these thoughts and things in my head so here I am now. Spilling them to strangers all around the world. I’ve touched a dogs d*** and almost forced myself to enjoy it. I showed myself n*** to strangers online in hopes of feeling valid with myself. I’ve almost had s***** interactions with younger cousins and I’m not even sure it was my fault. I’m a mess and I feel like nobody else is grosser then me. How do I stop feeling this way and forgive myself for the sins I’ve done.

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I was coerced into posing n*** and touching myself and inserting an adult toy for ten polaroid pictures by my one of my uncles when I was a just a preteen. I never told my parents.

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There’s this girl who works in the same company at the mall that I do who I’m pretty obsessed with (even though she’s married). I’m always checking her out. Lately, I haven’t seen her in a while, but in the past, I used to sniff the chairs she sat on, and one time she left her stuff at work. So I sniffed her jacket, licked the mouth area of her water bottle, I stole a tampon from her jacket because it has her scent, and I used the lotion she uses to rub on my d*** and balls. If I could’ve, I would’ve came on her jacket.