9-10 months ago I broke up with the love of my life. I was hurting and couldn’t be the person she needed me to be. I know I broke her heart. I think of her still every day and it hurts me so much. I just want to talk to her again. See her again. Hug her again. Hear her laugh. Hear her cry. See her smile. I miss her so f****** much and it pains me every day. MD, if you ever see this. I’m sorry. I fucked up and I am so so sorry. I thought of you every day since I drove away from that park. I tried to rationalize it, saying it was for the best so you can find happiness in a way I wasn’t able to give then. I tore a hole in your heart, and my only wish is that you can forgive me. You don’t ever have to take me back, I just want to talk to you again. So yeah. I fucked up what was probably the best thing I had in my life, the best relationship, the best Friendship, the sweetest, more kind and caring person I knew, because I was scared I would hurt her worse if I stayed. I am just. So f****** tired of feeling like s*** at this point. I just want her to know I’m sorry. -FE
