I have a boyfriend, and a best friend. My best friend has a boyfriend. I’ve known their boyfriend for more than 3/4 of my life, and i’ve liked him ever

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I have a boyfriend, and a best friend. My best friend has a boyfriend. I’ve known their boyfriend for more than 3/4 of my life, and i’ve liked him ever since. I’m not attractive, none of my in-person crushes ever liked me back. But I met someone online. He really loved me and I’ve never felt it before that way. (we’ve been together for a while now.)
But I realized that my friends boyfriend, who has been my best friend also for many years, is deeper in love than my own boyfriend.
He’s so obviously in love with his partner. It hurts ME to see them together. Originally I was convinced it was just me longing for more of my boyfriends attention, but another factor was that I still like my friend.
I fantasize about him sometimes. It’s only when I feel like my boyfriend isn’t loving me in the moment. These feelings happen because of an incident between us that gave me bad trust issues with him. They’ve gotten better, but everytime he expresses his love for something else I have to find comfort for myself. But that’s not the point. The point is, I feel horrible. My future plans included growing up and marrying a childhood best friend. And although my current boyfriend kind-of is a childhood best friend, he doesn’t fit in that category very well. And my best friend does.

I’m too lazy to make a second confession post, so here’s another confession about my boyfriend.
So, he’s bisexual. And I’m fine with that, of course, I mean so am I, but some things he used to do still have an effect on me.
He has a big attraction to men. And every time he finds a man attractive (or anyone attractive that isn’t me for that matter) it makes me upset. I know I’m being obsessive and clingy and annoying. But i love him. I love his attention and I can be that little attention seeking w**** that he won’t judge because that’s how we are. But I guess I’m too affectionate. I dunno.
Sorry. I kinda needed this stuff off my chest. I hope someone read through this and they think about it for a minute like i do with all these anonymous confession websites.
Thanks for reading, if you did. It helps.

New Confession

I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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LOL I’m slashing my wrists tonight if Judy Wright calls the York Regional Police on me. Got a nice warm bath going right now.