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She’s here and I know she’s here but she can read it all she wants and she’ll never know it’s me
I’ve become superstitious and all I want is to be happy again. Without you life is hell and it’s not obsession it’s my lack of character that fuels my depression. Sometimes I have slow days, where all I can think about it you, it’s ironic isn’t it? How you wanted me to stop thinking about you and Now it’s all I do? I’m a creep and a f****** pervert. All I want is you, not your body or anything, you were never an object to me, it wasn’t like that. Obsession isn’t attractive but I’m working on it, and my ambitions are slowly growing as I further myself from these thoughts but I come crawling back. You thought I couldn’t change but here we are and now all want is you. Why can’t I just have you, why is it so hard, and why does it tear me up inside every time I tell myself “there won’t be a text from her on my phone” and when there isn’t I cry. Reverse psychology doesn’t work on yourself I guess. But I’m sorry, nothing worked out as it was supposed to. I played around in life and I fucked up. I’m sorry. Please come back.
I’m pathetic

New Confession

I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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