I intentionally had impure thoughts and I used mind projection indicating that I’m a sissy boy who likes women to s******* me with strap-on dildos while I wear women’s clothing engage in homosexual activities while they watch and I made s******* submissive facial expressions noises and I used profanity and I was selfish I masturbated repeatedly I was feminine oversexed disgusting pathetic devisive goofy unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible ungodly lustful flirtatious boastful tyrannical defensive devisive lazy disrespectful ungodly irresponsible afraid faithless decietful hipocrytical worried paranoid prideful arrogant manipulative immature unprofessional self rightous I had a martyr like attitude worldly sorrow resentment self pity and I neglected to share my faith recently
