To younger me
I’m so sorry I chose short term pleasure and being the laziest fucker you know, I’m sorry you’re not even at a quarter of the potential you had, i’m sorry I didn’t work hard when you know you had to. I’m sorry for doing all the bad decisions, i’m sorry for quitting basketball when you started to see progress, i’m sorry for not even having the discipline to even start most of the time. I’m so sorry for all the fucks up I created that you now have to fix, i’m sorry for the nicotine addiction and the disappointment from your mom, I’m sorry mom, I know I had so much going and yet I let it all collapse 6 feet under. I wish you had the life you deserve
