I acknowledge school is a 'safe place' for students and teachers do their own job. Do all schools counseling are unhelpful? I don't mean it sarcastically

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I acknowledge school is a ‘safe place’ for students and teachers do their own job. Do all schools counseling are unhelpful? I don’t mean it sarcastically but I just one time felt I lose hope. There is a test, every year we had to fill a form about mental health, like how we’ve been doing for the past 2 weeks.
I used to be really prone to suicide. I think about it every single day and I knew I seek help. I reached school. Filling the form. Stating that ‘I am VERY MUCH SUICIDAL’.
Side note, I’m not doing that because of attention. I was giving up and had attempted twice.
Since today, only the other classmates of mine got called to get counseling but not me. So I had to handle it myself.
Thank God I wasn’t stupid enough.
Please, if anyone or know someone has the ideation of attempt, get help.

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