I think my father had cheated on my mother before she died 8 years ago, and that woman is my step-mom. I live in a very happy family so I will never admit to knowing this, since I wasn’t supposed to know it in the first place (I discovered it by eavesdropping on my mother crying on the phone when I was like 7). It’s just something that’s going to always be somewhere in my mind, that I can’t share with anyone. It’s not like it affects me in any way though, but it’s hard thinking about it
