Fine. You want to know something? Okay here you go. I do have feelings for you. There. That’s it. But I cant continue addressing that right now or else all I could think of is you and I am very much aware of what the consequences are. Damn can’t you just be understanding? I am losing my s*** here about my future and my stabilisation and that’s what you think of? God of course I have feelings for you damnit but stop trying to break me down pls? I dont want to lose things that are dear to me and if only you didnt come around again, im doing okay. But now I couldnt just ignore you for some reason (attachment issues i guess) , so pls for the love of god can we please be okay? God this took me a lot of cpurage to post wtf im in the verge of crying because im scared. And this is really unhealthy way to do it let me remind you btw but im still here and swallowed my pride you little-
