I think I might’ve raped someone.
note: this whole story is quite weird, so bear with me.
So I’m 15M and gay.
i was talking to one of my friends (16M and straight), and i told him that I was h**** and basically, i wanted to f*** someone. He said that I could have s** with him if I paid him (he was saving money to buy a new PC). I thought about it and agreed, we agreed on 100$ for 30 mins (at his place, cuz his parents were out of town).
I came to his house, and I asked him first if he still wanted to do that, and he said yes, so we started by doing foreplay, I started kissing him on his mouth, cheeks, and neck while stroking his hair. He didn’t seem to like it, so I asked him if he still wanted to do it, and he said yes. I then put his hand in my g******* and he gave me a b****** (judging by his face, he obviously didn’t like it), so i asked him again, if he wanted to continue, he said yes again. I then touched his genital area (at this moment he freaked out and pushed my hand away fast), I apologized, but he said that we can still continue.
Then, i tried to perform a*** on him, i closed my eyes and penetrated while slowly kissing his neck and smelling his hair. I was about to ejaculate so I started going faster and faster, he suddenly screamed: “STOP, STOP, STOP”, I opened my eyes and saw that his face as red, and he was almost gonna cry from pain, so i apologized again and told him that we can stop if he wants to, he said that we had 10 mins left, so i told him we can cuddle instead, so we did that.