My sister’s bf and I drunkenly hooked up. I don’t know who initiated it, but I never thought he would EVER do something like that (my ethics are fuzzier.) I am filled with guilt but also angry that he would cheat on my sister if that makes sense? I love her so much. She is literally an Angel and has taken care of me my whole life. I don’t know how it happened, I just know it did and I have to hold this guilt until I die. To the grave. I’ve never hated myself so much in my life.
