ive been having feels for another girl while in a relationship im unhappy in for 4 years. everyday i see her and my heart just wants her to mine. i feel like im in school again with a crush. i wish i was free and able to go after her, even if she says no. shes just so talented and funny and i admire her a lot. i wish things were different. im having memories i never experienced of her. this is driving me insane and i love it. i wish i could be with her so bad but i can’t. im so tired.
